Today marks 3 months since you left our lives. I know that I haven't written you as much as I should have but I think you know that I have been trying to stay busy lately. Meagan, I have realized that there is more to life than material goods; losing you taught me that and so much more. I now realize that life can be taken away in an instant and there is nothing that anyone can do to prevent it. You know, I still keep searching each and every day for an answer to the question "Why?" but there is no answer. I feel so cheated that you were taken from me; it just seems so unfair. I wish that I could have seen you one last time and had the opportunity to have said goodbye. I think that for me that is still the hardest part, not having that closure, so to speak. Jeffrey is fine, or so he says. The memorial company finally finished the gravesite and it is absolutely beautiful, I will be spending more time there now, just sitting and talking with you. Meagan just know that the love does live on and I will do everything in my power to make sure that your memory lives on. A member of the childloss group that I talk with wrote this for us about a week ago and I wanted to place it here so people could read it, it's called "Remember Me."
Remember me for once I was alive
Long ago when we walked side by side
The smile the laughter the fun we had
Should be the time to remember and be glad
For we live our life the best we knew
We had no intentions of leaving you
Now I am gone I am not there
Even though you look everywhere
You will never forget the times that we shared
With our love so strong nothing compared
If only I could show you where I have went
Not pain no sickness just heaven sent
You do not understand nor will you know why
But God called me home to his place in the sky
The beauty and love with his angels in place
Would wipe away all those tears on your face
Then you would know that I am now free
That is the only way to remember me.
Author: Robert Walters Sr.
All My Love,